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[24 Sep 2006|09:19pm] |
my new tattooooooo
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[07 Jul 2006|08:19pm] |
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I LOVE JENNIFER RENEE LAWSON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[12 Jun 2006|08:45pm] |
so i guess today was me and jen's last real day together. for now anyway. it was ok i guess. we were gonna go to six flags but it was raining in atlanta all day so we couldnt do that. i kinda feel like i was getting on jen's nerves, but whatever, i just really wanted to spend every moment with her that i could this week.
this is a really huge chapter of my life to close. a part of me thinks that me and jen arnt done, but the other says i should just forget about her. i really dont want to forget about her. i cant, i never could. i never will. but i know jen loves me and we are gonna be in echother's life for a long time no matter what boyfriend or girlfriend we have.
the only reason iv really been updating is cuz i have no one to talk to here at nights. this helps with that. this is why i wanna get the fuck out of here. i cant stand being by myself. i wish i had a room mate or somthing.
well as far as me and jen's relationship. i have a few regrets. i wish i did some thigs differently. i wish i wasnt such an insensative jerk about some things. i wish i didnt take her for granet(i dont think i spelled that right). jen and i had alllooootttttt of super fun and special times together. we've shared alot. im just sad we arnt gonna have anything like that for a while at least. i probably sound like im never gonna see jen again. i know thats not the case. im just gonna miss being around her as much. shes my best fiend and i love her more than iv ever loved anyone or anything ever.
but iv been heart broken before. iv gotten over it once, i can do it again. i just really need to concentrate on having fun. i think thats about all i want to say for now.
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[11 Jun 2006|07:42pm] |
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i need a girlfriend.
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[11 Jun 2006|07:20pm] |
im really not the type to bitch and whine but its my LJ and if you dont wanna hear it then dont read it.
im tierd of not being happy. i feel really pathetic. ever since graduation this have just been getting worse for me. this is about the worst possiable time all this could happen. i havnt slept in my own bed in 2 days. i havnt really been home in 2 days. its been a pretty good 2 days. this place makes me sick now. i hate being by myself. i really really hate being by myself. a friend is telling me cold turky is the way to go. but cold turky seems almost impossable.
but enough about my problems. one thing im not gonna be kept down about is Superman Returns. think im a loser all you want, but that kind of stuff is my hobby. its the only thing keeping me sane. im also joining wwa4 soon. a wrestling school in atlanta. i just wish it wernt so far away. im gonna be living my dream though. i just wish ill have someone i love to share the experiance with. that would make my happy again.
im gonna be sick.
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[05 May 2006|11:42am] |
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I WANNA GET DRUNK AFTER PROM
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[01 May 2006|12:15am] |
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Silent Hill was really gay
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[18 Apr 2006|11:50pm] |
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i got a ( tattoo )
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[11 Apr 2006|11:33pm] |
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so the last few days have been absolutly terrable. i miss jen so bad. all this crap has me really drained. for some reason i got a feeling that things arnt gonna get better. i cant just act the same around her anymore. i just so badly miss the way things were just over a week ago. i miss her so much.
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[28 Mar 2006|11:10pm] |
damit!!! someone stole my gimick!!!
oh well. atleast its with a really cool guy. there is now a wretler with an emo gimick. that what i wanted to be. oh well, i could still do it.
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[11 Mar 2006|01:55am] |
The Hills Have Eyes is the most disturbing movie iv ever seen. i freakin hated this movies..i wanted to throw up right from the beggining, and i came close to walking out. the whole time i was just waiting for it to end.
take note...Hostle did not effect me at all.
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[03 Mar 2006|12:11am] |
MOVIE STUFF
1 TOP 5 FAVORITE MOVIES- time burton's batman, napoleon dynamite, batman begins, the butterfly effect, spider-man
2 FAVORITE ACTOR- ryan renolds, jack nicholson
3 FAVORITE ACTRESS- kirsten dunst, jennifer gardner, angeliena jolie
4 FAVORITE DIRECTOR- tim burton
5 FAVORITE 90s MOVIE- dazed and confused
6 FAVORITE 80s MOVIE- tim burton's batman
7 FAVORITE 70s MOVIE- star wars
8 FAVORITE ONGOING MOVIE SERIES- spider-man
9 FAVORITE ANIMATED MOVIE- aladin
10 FAVORITE COMEDY- napoleon dynamite, anchorman, ernest scared stupid, ghostbusters
11 FAVORITE HORROR- uhh..saw, and saw 2, scream
12 FAVORITE DRAMA- i dunno
13 FAVORITE ACTION- batman begins, punisher, x-men 1 and 2
14 FAVORITE ROMANTIC- spider-man 2
15 FAVORITE MADE FOR TV MOVIE- dont think i have one
16 FAVORITE BLACK AND WHITE MOVIE- clerks
17 FAVORITE DVD- tim burton's batman 2 disc special edition
18 EVER SEEN A MOVIE BY YOURSELF? yes, the 1st time i saw batman begins
19 MOST HATED MOVIE- spanglish
20 MOST HATED ACTOR/ACTRESS- i dont have one of those either
21 MOST FUN TIME AT THE MOVIES- i dunno..maybe the time we went to see 007. me, michael, nick, jen, erica, i think christian, amanda, robert, i think craig was there, i dunno, but i remember it being pretty fun. or the time i saw white noise with maggie.
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[28 Feb 2006|08:09pm] |
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new layout=bored as crap.
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[25 Feb 2006|01:25am] |
you have no idea how excited i am...
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[22 Feb 2006|02:46pm] |
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i really wish i wernt so lazy
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[21 Feb 2006|01:04am] |
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40 single discs, 27 two disc sets, 6 three disc sets, 21 box sets = 94 dvds. :)
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[13 Feb 2006|07:10pm] |
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girlfriends are dumb.
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